First Published on Into Heartbreak and Back on January 16, 2014
I woke up this morning with such a heaviness in my chest I felt like my heart was going to drop through my body, rip through my chest like an anchor out onto the bed. I was in the fetal position, tight like a ball. My shoulders curled into each other like magnets. Pain.
I am supposed to wake-up in another hour and start my day. I don’t know how. At this moment I do not know how to exist. How do I exist today?
Where are you in this God? Where did you go? Please, I am begging you to lift this, change my feelings, anything! They say “hallelujah” means “God save us now.”
HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH