First Published on Into Heartbreak and Back on May 28, 2014
I forgive you. I forgive you for losing your cool on that lady in the street that day. I forgive you for your fear of my betrayal. I forgive you for trying to control me. I forgive you for withholding affection. I forgive you for making me feel stupid and worth nothing. I forgive you for your your anger. I forgive you for hurting me.
I still love you.
Please forgive me for not asking the right questions. For staying silent when I should have spoken up. Forgive me for professing love but not always showing it. Forgive me for not knowing enough, doing enough, being enough.
What happens in your nightmares? What really went on over there and how do you feel about it? What would you do differently? What would you change? What do you miss? What did you love? How can I be there for you? What do you need right now?
Thank you for sharing what you have with me.
Praise God for you in my life.