First Published on Into Heartbreak and Back on January 24, 2014
I did not know how deeply I could love until I met you. I am grateful for this love even though I have no idea what to do with it now.
You called last night and we talked. We talked about nothing in particular and it was good. And it left me confused. Oh, I was confused before we spoke but even more so after. I realize that most likely, you will never accept my love. And that makes me sad. Part of me feels that no one could ever love you as deeply as I do. Another part of me hopes that someone will and you will accept her love. It pains me to think about but it also fills me with consolation. Because you need that love. Right now the thought of not being that person in your life shatters my insides and makes it difficult to breathe.
And I just want to be loved back too.
I did not know how deeply I could love until I met you.
When this picture was taken…I was thinking of you.