First Published on Into Heartbreak and Back on January 20, 2014
Please Heavenly Father, show me that love is greater. I want to show him that love is greater.
Father, I know you are not punishing me but I feel it. I feel that He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named is punishing me. I feel so controlled. Because of her choice I cannot have Mika. Because of His choice I cannot. WHAT ABOUT MY CHOICE! I always choose good. I choose good. I choose to be kind. And she is taken from me. I feel so controlled.
Its not my fault. Its not fault and I am being punished.
I don’t want to be here. I can’t breathe here.
I just want my girl. Why is everything being taken.