First Published on Into Heartbreak and Back on January 20, 2014

Please Heavenly Father, show me that love is greater.  I want to show him that love is greater.

Father, I know you are not punishing me but I feel it.  I feel that He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named is punishing me.  I feel so controlled.  Because of her choice I cannot have Mika.  Because of His choice I cannot.  WHAT ABOUT MY CHOICE!  I always choose good.  I choose good.  I choose to be kind.  And she is taken from me.  I feel so controlled.

Its not my fault.  Its not fault and I am being punished.

I don’t want to be here.  I can’t breathe here.



I just want my girl.  Why is everything being taken.

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